Tuesday, June 9, 2009

thoughts from a mom of a one-month old

Nursing gives me lots of time to think about what being a mom is all about. So I thought I would share some of my thoughts...
-being a mom is probably the hardest thing I have ever done
-being a mom is one of the most rewarding thing I have done
-I never thought I could love a little baby so much
-not being able to do whatever I want whenever I want is a lot harder than I thought I would be
-But not being able to hang out with Nelson as much anymore is way harder than not being able to do my own thing
-I didn't know I could love baby noises so much- there are so many!
-Speaking of noises, I didn't know it was possible for a baby to toot (and poop) so much while eating.
-I could probably just sit at stare at him all day long and not get bored
-It makes me laugh that he sometimes spits up out his nose and doesn't seem at all phased by it (maybe that is part of being a boy- "hey mom, look at me! I can shoot milk out my nose!!")
-I don't like the fact that maternity leave is already a third of the way over
-Both sides of my family are great and have made this transition to motherhood relatively smooth
-Not bathing him regularly means one really stinky baby. I didn't realize spit up milk could smell so bad!
-I am totally biased and I think that my son is the cutest baby in the world
-I feel like I am getting more confident and less overwhelmed (although there is still so much I don't know!!)
-During the first few weeks, I didn't know how it would be possible to have another child. But now I definitely want more!
-I am surprisingly not as tired as I thought I would be for only getting sleep in 3 hour increments (maybe I am just used to how tired I was while being pregnant so this doesn't seem so bad).

I think that is all for now. But in the mean time, enjoy a pic of the little guy!

4 comments:

Jason said...

as long as you're not letting him chain smoke, I'm sure you're doing a great job. he is super cute. we miss yall!!

Jason said...

woops... that was lindsey posting through jason's account. sorry.

Emily M. said...

That's one adorable little boy you've got there! =)

Laura Ward said...

Thanks for sharing - it's great to hear your thoughts on this whole motherhood thing. I'm so glad things are going well. I agree with the others - I'm sure you're a fabulous mom, and he is absolutely gorgeous!